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pre·dict – foretell on the basis of observation, experience, or scientific reason.
If you are reading this, yes… I predicted you would be here. Strange, isnt it? How easily I can look at someone, and know what their going to want to do when I turn my back.
The past few weeks, i had a plan. Something I thought up over 3 weeks ago, infact, while I was at camp… i remember the precise day, time, what we were doing… and now, 19 days later, it has succeded.
It began like this…
11pm, Thursday July 7th, Its Mail Call at the Camp. Kas and I get mail from her parents, mine is them saying how proud of me for what im doing at the camp, that im reconnecting myself with god ect ect, its Kas’s mail thats important, not mine… allow me to move on.
Kasondra gets something stunning “I love you i love you i love you, and i forgive you for everything you have ever done.” One word instantly sparked my mind…. trust. They finally trust her. For a second I was happy to just see her smile, it was something she was wanting to happen for so long and I was happy for her, then it dawned on me… a test. What better time to test their “trust” when they go out of town, and not just any random day, but when shes at my house for that week… It was perfect, flawless… and still is.
For a while I kept this plan to my self, in secret and it grew and grew and grew, I began thinking of ways to implement it into action. Journals and Forums were the key, something I know to have been used before by the people I was aiming to ensnare, Kandace and Jamie Lea. Kasondra had mentioned to me that they took their laptop with them on the bike ride as well, strange…. to take that on a several thousand mile ride… strange indeed. It seemed my plan was falling right into position, and then I acted.
I have acess to Kasondras LB Login, yes… unlike some people my gf trusts me with codes, and i took advantage of that first. I loged in, posted a mock situation under her name. The scenario was this, and i took it from a “Sex with Stacey” class that totally offended me at Camp, with my favriot word out of it all…. “Burst” I created a scenario where Kas and I were having sex, and the condom broke… no wait.. “It BurrRrsted”… and i didnt know if it had anything in it, typical.. coulda been better, but it was enough. Kasondra had no idea i did this until a few days ago when she got a strange phonecall from her parents, she was pissed at me, but she thought I had a good idea… if someone trusts their daughter, they wouldnt be reading their juournals, or digging for info, least I wouldnt… but thats aside from the point.
I knew something had worked after the phonecall. Nelda, the woman Kas is staying with, began droping hints about us needing to be around there when were not out actually doing anything. Subtle, but still noticable. For example, at dinner yesterday we had family over and I invited Kas to stay, she called Nelda and asked permission, she told me that after she got done eating, Nelda wanted her home right away… and we complied. Today, we were in the living room right infront of Nelda, and I delibratly began talking about what to do yada yada yada, and droped a comment about my place, Nelda instantly spoke up “if yall are going to be sitting around why dont ya just do it here.” Predicatble… I love Nelda to death, and I in no way intentionally planned on bringing her into this, but.. i didnt, so nothing to fear.
After Kas knew of my plan, she began posting randomly about alot of sexual comments and questions, on her Xanga (That was linked to her old homepag, which her parents have access to, and which was also used to find out about Josh and her, which in turn would most likly be probed again once her father found out she had another jounral and thus be used as, yet again, a source to find her current new journal… and yes, i did think of all this 3 weeks ago, and surprising enough, all in one night. I got the hand written journal entry to prove it.)
So now, I sit, and wait… waiting for them to ride that bike home and sit us down to have “a talk”. Just so i can smile and say “Gotcha…” Kandace is 2 faced, she does things behind her own husbands back, and plays both sides of the game. Jamie, is just unforgiving, nosey, and childish. Iv become so used to allowing them the chance to walk over me and talk to me anyway they see fit. Iv had enough odviously, and this might not have been a very christain thing to do, and god forgive me for i know i have traspassed, and given into temptation to put this plan into action, but I felt it should have been done, long ago.
So now I speak to you, Jamie… bet you didnt see this coming did ya? I’ll reffer to the topic above.
pre·dict – foretell on the basis of observation, experience, or scientific reason.
Dont play a game with someone whos always been 5 steps ahead of you, like Hansel and Grettle, I knew you would follow your old bread crumbs (the method in which you found out about Josh… LB/Kas’s Blog and Homepage) to do the same thing again. 19 days i prepared this, and oh.. was it worth it. |
I mean, she wants to go…and it isn’t her fault that she gets such bad headaches….but it’s still frustrating. I just keep counting down and freaking out that I’m not gonna get everything done. *sighs* AND the woman that was supposed to get me all my shoes (I need 3 diff pair for my major) HASN’T CALLED ME BACK IN WEEKS. and everytime I call I get her machine. 
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