*sighs* well…….things are starting to mellow out I hope. *glares at boys* behave for a while EVERYONE.

My mood is starting to even out…..I think it’s because I haven’t had a full night of sleep in DAYS. *waves to the whataburger gang* Haven’t been in to bed before 1am in forever. Usually 2am is the norm…..but it was after 3am last night. Because someone stayed out with their new boyfriend until that time……Love you Joey.

I noticed today that my body is starting to go into “117” mode as I’m gonna call it. I started today and it wasn’t as bad as the previous months and I can’t help but think that it’s because I’m losing weight…..My body temp is lower (or, it seems to be when it isn’t HOT AS HELL in my dorm room….and no, stefan, I am not having hot flashes) I dont need as much sleep. It’s like being back Ana without caring what I’m eating.(Although, occasionally when I go too long without a meal and eat ANYTHING, even just veggies, I get this urge to make myself throw up…….haven’t done it…..but I guess old habits just die hard right?)

My “cuts” (not even deep enough to really be called cuts…more like scratches that bled) are healing well……no one really asks about them….Had to promise 3 diff people that I wouldn’t do it anymore NO MATTER WHAT. so *shrugs* I dunno

I just thought I’d throw down an update instead of continuing to read about BPD and depress myself.

Love, Kas