Exercised yesterday….felt good last night and this morning….think that’s what was missing from my days….

Drove to pick up my bro today….had aaron ride with me (’cause I dunno where the fuck I’m going) and heard about it from the ‘rents “What was the point in you getting ur license? blah blah blah” But I did well……Aaron is a calming person to have in the car…it’s nice.

I leave in 4 DAYS……I’m freaking out because there’s still so much I need to do and get done….like, it was talked about that james and I would get our hair done…hasn’t happened….and all I bought the other day was CLEANING SUPPLIES. I haven’t bought anything else for college yet save a couple of books. *sighs* I mean, it’s because mom has had a MAJOR migraine the past few days so I can’t really blame her…..but Saturday when we were SUPPOSED to be shopping for me and james they spent 200 bucks on new stuff for him and *I* spent 50 bucks on cleaning supplies…….I had to almost have an attack for someone to help me after I’d picked out all of the stuff. And then they went to 3 diff stores to find shoes for him….he wears a 14 so yeah. And then dad starts getting tired of shopping and just tired in general…..now, he hasn’t been in the best mood lately so when he gets tired he gets to be even MORE of an ass. Plus my hormones have been outta whack lately (stress anyone?) so I get frustrated easily……..so I was finally like “lets just go. I can do my shopping later. Dont worry about it” and mom goes “When we get home tomorrow you and I will go shopping” (we were going to Kirbyville for church) and I was like “yeah, right. We’ll get to talking to everyone and get home around 4 and then it’ll be too late and no one will feel like going.” And she kept saying that we’d get home early and go and stuff…….guess who was right? I mean, she wants to go…and it isn’t her fault that she gets such bad headaches….but it’s still frustrating. I just keep counting down and freaking out that I’m not gonna get everything done. *sighs* AND the woman that was supposed to get me all my shoes (I need 3 diff pair for my major) HASN’T CALLED ME BACK IN WEEKS. and everytime I call I get her machine.

I dont know what I’m gonna do…..

Love,
Kas