*sighs* soap opera will show out……we’re back together. He left a homemade card (doused in his cologne of course), a sand dollar (because he’s cheap lol), and a pink rose on my bed that I found when I got home from work…I just sat and cried and realized that he really loves me….and that i really love him (why else would it hurt so much to see him hurt?)…..however, it was hard because I didn’t wanna hurt josiah…but, as I told aaron, in the end someone would have to be hurt…I just HATE that it had to happen like that….but it did.
The three of us saw a movie today……stupid little cartoon thing (madagascar)….and then walked around walmart….I had a good time… 
but i think the guys were REALLY uncomfy *sighs* hate that…. I do care for them both…..almost at an equal….makes me sad to know that I can’t make both of them equally happy. I would if I could too.
anyway, started my period today so maybe the fast food cravings will GO THE FUCK AWAY.
love,
kas
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You have nothing to be sorry about. I did this to myself. You made the right decision… You know that, so it doesn’t matter. We’ve been over this. In reality it doesn’t matter the effect it has on me!!!
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That was really sweet of Aaron, and I hope that everything works out for you. It sucks that not everyone can be their happiest at once, but I’m afraid that’s just how this world is as much as I hate it. Girl do I have some good stuff to tell you… talk to you soon. Love you!
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